radical word rush TM
Posted on 2008.09.18 at 21:30Current Location: S.N.C.
Current Music: music was not needed.
6th thought : www.hypnoskull.com
There we are, fast, 207 miles-per-hour which is 333 km/h.
Damnation to the time.
Hate filled their veins and they jumped from the bridge opening their parachutes only a nanosecond before the point-of-no-return. A giant tattoo on one of the dudes arm said 'Innocence is paranoïa' and he meant every single word of it. Those people lived like they had nothing to lose I can tell you. Kissing the edges and borders of what all 'normal' people called 'going over it'. A play of Russian roulette for the chosen few, which were often marked as 'dumb' by those 'normals'. Guess it was their hidden secret wish and they just 'had' to say they were 'dumb'. When he hit the ground a bit too hard, he broke one of the lil bones in his foot but he couldn't care a shit about it. 'Part of the game' he thought by himself and he left the place.
Television time.
Switching through all the channels, he thought : 'what a fucking waste of time this is'. Yeah, constantly the same images and overproduced mass hysteria embedded in obvious and sometimes irritatingly 'hidden' corporate commercial messages for products we need so much. Not. Why am I still alive ? Because they want me to. They need me. Another cigarette is lighted and the sound of the first inhalation (the burning of the first tobacco in the cigarette) is just violently loud cause there was this well timed sudden second of silence. 'Beautiful', he thought. So nice. It's like they made it specially. Thanks for the silence. It's the best television moment of the last decade. That's what I know.
Irrational pleasure.
One of them chose something real strange : one fine day, 323 days ago to be exact, he decided to become someone who stands at the sidelines. Big time fun it was. During his so called 'normal' daily habits he played a role like an actor. Face like this, face like that, words they want to hear, reactions they want to have. Nice. And in the meantime he was someone else. Someone better ? That is not relevant. Some would call him a liar and a fraud, a cheater or a punk, he just kept it with 'watchdog'. Try it, it works and it will free yourself from your habits and routine-thinking indoctrinated by the social strong around you.
Compassion ? Keep it please.
Get lost. I don't need any compassion. What I really need is essentialism. Seems like everyone forgot this. Hey ! E-S-S-E-N-T-I-A-L-I-S-M. It means I need those things YOU consider as boring and non-interesting. But get over it, cause I don't care what you think about it. I rather WANT you to lose any essentialism so I can reach a much different level. So : live like you do and don't stop it. Stuff yourself in materials made of plastic and with a 'pricetag' on it which gives you a fucking identity. I don't mind, you deserve it ! But take that fake compassionate face off, and forget the comparisons to your own wonderful 8 hours-a-day with my empire of essentialism.
(Hasta la vista, we are ready to become real loud soon.)
